Saturday, July 31, 2010

Just gonna stand there and watch me cry?

Title at the above not related to the post fyi.

The rooms at hotel are fully occupied.
Love the way you lie keep playing on mp4.
Alone at reception counter.
Task complete.
No jobs left to do.

Reading books, boring too.
What should i do then?
Keep watching people walk in front of hotel.
Make assumptions.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Comel, comel comel.

Lagu sedap sedap sedap.
Bangun pagi pagi pagi.
Ngadap Delly Delly Delly.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Kiri, eh kanan, eh depan, eh belakang.

Eh, mana satu?
Eh, pilihlah?
Eh, susahlah.
Eh, semua nya ada tak kenalah.
Eh, yang ada menyakitkan hatilah.
Eh, ada yang baik.
Eh, yang menjaga.
Eh, yang menghiburkan.
Eh, yang baik.
Eh, mana satu?
Eh, biar DIA tentukan ;)

Kalau ada jodoh ada, tak kemana ;)

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Sedikit tentang kerja 28 Julai 2010.

Menunggu guest yang tidak datang-datang.
Amat bosan.
Kerja seperti tiada.
Notebook peneman setia.
Wifi diguna sentiasa.

p/s : blog hari-hari terupdate angkara tiada komitmen yang tinggi.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

When you love, like and adore something~

It will never be yours.
Even though it is clearly in front of you.
Clearly seen by your eyes.
Tightly hold by your hands.
But still, you sure that it will never be yours?
The reason why is something that is hard to explain.
Things happened for 1001 reasons.

Don't you think so?
Why is that so?

Where is your point of determination?
The needs to ensure that it will forever be yours?

Monday, July 26, 2010


Term used for those who add someone in the social networking websites to view any other people unrelated to them.
Sounds jerk right?
And yes it is.

Criteria of a stalker's profile:
  • They do not put any real picture of them
  • They add someone real close to you.
  • Easy words, they add all of your friends without knowing them.
  • They copy your status here and there (like provoking you)
  • They add people randomly, so that people view them as active user.
You have one of the criteria at the above?
Then yes you are stalkers.
Then what we should do to this type of people readers?
Block?Delete as friend?
Or else we need to delete our own account i think will be better aite?

Friday, July 23, 2010

Don't bother

Years ago, someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love.
I did.
But then, everything just ruining up my life.
What i did doesn't seem right.
Love and tears are made to be one.

Red flags come.
White flags up.
Win and lose.
Up and down.
All things are given partners.
Completing each other.
Completing each circle.
Completing one another.

All the pain the tears i've cried, and all the times that passed us by.
For some love is a waste.
For some its priceless.
None of words can describe the best meaning of it.

Falling out of love is hard.
Falling for betrayal is worst.
Broken trust and broken hearts.

By hurting others, don't you think that you yourself are hurts?
Keep on torturing yourself instead of other people.
You might discover that you are not happy at all.
Not even for a second.

to turn into evil devil takes you second, to be noble, take you thousand years.

P/s: this is my blog. whats written on it was what have crossed my mind.
some of it might be meaningful, some of it meaningless.
So don't bother.

Posto posto!

Oh, sedikit update pasal kerjaya.
Semakin menikmati hari dan kerja2 yang dilakukan.
Semakin terhibur dengan gelagat rakan sehotel.
Semakin merasakan masa ini terisi.
Semakin merasakan sahabat di perlis kembali ramai.
Semakin merasakan kebahagiaan bersama keluarga.
Semakin merasakan diri ini dimanjai.
Semakin gemuk akibat pulang kerja dan tidur.
Semakin tidak reti memandu akibat dihantar dan dijemput ke tempat kerja oleh orang tua.
Semakin pemalas kemas rumah akibat merasakan komitmen kerja sangat besar.
Semakin tidak sabar mendapat kerja tetap.
Semakin tidak sabar menempuhi temuduga-temuduga yang bakal dihadapi.
Semakin harus melupakan seketika niat menyambung pelajaran.

Harap maaf Master of Office system management.
I'll keep u in my waiting list.
And i'll go for you one day.
Just wait.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Terpuruk di mawarni sepi~

Oh sunyi bosan.
Terpinga-pinga ternganga-nganga.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


Ice is so cool.
Yes and it is true.

No i'm not.
Sometimes it might be true.

Proud, glad.
Seldom achieved.

I'm into it.
Yet it always hurt.

On my way of killing somebody.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Hello readers :D

Thank you ;)

Dear Mother~

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


is a gift.
Even though sometimes fighting and quarreling each other.
Less than a day, we will talk to each other back.

Same goes with me and my mother lately.
Pity her.
She is really stress about her only daughter who is really stubborn, selfish, keep on blaming her for what had happened.
For something that she stopped me from doing.

I do admit, i'm a bad girl mother.
I'm sorry for being such a bad daughter.
And i'm regret each time you are hurt.
You might not know each time we had war even if just talks war, it hurts mother.
I can't stand seeing you with your frust and disappointed face for having such an evil daughter.

But mother, you don't know.
My tears always fall when it did happen.
You don't know.
Cause you thought this daughter is really not a kind-hearted, evil devil girl.
Yes i am, but not towards you mother.

You are my only mother, the whole world are craving for a perfect mother, with endlessly love, touch, attention, care and concern, i do have everything.
Still, i'm not thankful with the "GREATEST GIFT EVER" a great mother like you.

I'm sorry for all tears that fall, sorry for my bad attitudes, sorry for not saying sorry at times, sorry for everything, sorry for not appreciating you at best.
I will, and will always be trying to be such a great great daughter ever for you mother.
The time is about to come.

Just wait mother.
No longer then i'll be the greatest girl ever that you might be proud of.
Someone that protect you from the threat out there.
Someone that will take care of you for each seconds of your life in the future.
Someone that will give the world to you, gold, earth, globes, loves,. all that you request for mother.

p/s mother, i love you. even though i'm not showing it, the deep inside of me you know that, i'll never ever stop loving you. And each time, i'm praying that you will always be beside, in front of me. Live the life forever with me.

Sunday, July 18, 2010


Iya, sedang.
Di kaunter ini.
Sri Mawarni Inn~
datanglah ye~~~~ ;)))

Friday, July 16, 2010

Lesson Learnt.

Money = makes people crazy.
Why = ?

Let me explain.
No money:
Equals to =
  • No meal for the day.
  • No top up for your phone call and text.
  • No fuel for your car.
  • No loiter with friends.
  • No money to pay for your drinks.
  • No shopping.
  • No new shoes.
  • No new clothes.
  • No new cars.
  • No new accessories.
  • Barred telecommunication line.
  • No dates.
  • No fun trips.
  • No entertainment.
  • No snacks.
  • No new lingerie.
  • No new perfumes.
  • No new furnitures.
  • No new games.
  • No new handbags.
I'm not saying money is everything.
But it something that is really compulsory of living your life.
It is something that might make your life partially complete and bring happiness instead of starvation and fights as a family.
Hey, no money, as if you are letting your family live in poverty and starvation.

Yeah, some people said, money is ain't everything.
For sure everything is just not everything.
Even though you have everything in your hand, it still nothing for some.

Why is that so?
Oh easy, people are seldom grateful of something that they have.
Everything is just not enough.
As if they want to have all in the world in their hands.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Learning and working.

2 different activities.
With each enroll to something new that need to be discover and learn.

I enjoyed learning things. But in the meantime, i also eager to jump into a working environment.
I have my own reasons for things happened in my life which people might not know and i might not share with them.

I do appreciate things, people, moment, time, money, anything, but it has to be something that i like and something that is really meaningful to me.
But i do good things to people, and as usual, i always tend to get bad things back.
I don't know the reason why and why it keeps happening.

And now, i had receive a job offer.
Not a "high status" job. Just an ordinary receptionist and admin assistant.
Sigh. Its not that i'm not thankful, i am. Very. Gladly to get this job.
Cause my parents smile.
Smile why? I'm close, near, in front of them 24 -7.
Even though i myself did not satisfy, but at least, it makes them smile, i feel glad.

Sometimes i just realize, am i doing things for the satisfaction of other people or for my own utilization? My own satisfaction?
It seems not.
As what have been sing over on and on on and on~

QUe Sera Sera,
What ever will be,
Will be..
The future not ours to see~
Que SEra Sera,
What will be..
Will be..

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

It takes two to tango~

Two to feel the warm, the touch, and the bond created.
Two to be close to each other, supporting and making the best moves.
Two to keep on moving, spinning, hugging.
Two to hold each other tight, avoid from mislead the steps.
Two to keep each other from falling apart, and hurt.
Two to care and to concern the perfection of the movement.
Two to dance in the rhythm of love.

It also takes two to be in love.

Two to love and to be loved.
Two to care and to be cared.
Two to hug and to be hugged.
Two to kiss and to be kissed.
Two to appreciate and to be appreciated.
Two to give and get the lesson.
Two to concern and to be concerned.

Its just two.
Because two is better than one.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Bakal ?

Adalah ;)
Doakan yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri.
Dua hari yang lepas asyik bencikan diri sendiri.
Menyesal kerana tidak membuat simpanan yang baik untuk masa hadapan.
Padahal mendapat gaji buta semasa belajar.
Diba diba diba~
Stupid of you.
Yes i am, everyone else, no need to scold me.
I realize myself that i'm wrong wrong wrong. urgh.

Keras Hati~

saya seorang yang keras hati keras kepala. keras semuanya.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010


Datanglah ;)
Can't wait ;)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Ayahanda Bonda~

Keadaan sebegini telah membuatkan daku tertekan.

bukan salahkan mereka.
Untuk kebaikan sendiri.
Tapi jangan sedrastik ini.
Semakin tegang dengan mereka.

Oh kerja, datanglah cepat.
Agar aku lupakan ketegangan ini.
Mariati, nampaknya kita mempunyai masalah yang sama.
Dikawal guardian angel, 24 7.
Itu, tak boleh.
Ini, tak boleh.

Kenapa? Kata bawah tanggungan.
air mata menitis sejenak.
tepat dihadapan wajah bonda.

Bonda tak terkata apa~
Bonda bertanya kenapa~
Anakanda menjawab~
Tiada apa.
Ketidakstabilan emosi~~
itu saja.