Showing posts with label Runaway out of this mess. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Runaway out of this mess. Show all posts

Monday, February 14, 2011

PUSHING ME AWAY

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you.

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing?

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you're testing me pushes me away


I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you.


Full stop.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

The road not taken yet.




I still have much time to think.

There's lot of things are crossing my mind.

Don't let me think twice.

Or else i'll be choosing the road not taken yet.

Keeps on questioning myself.

Of the best way to solve.

The best decision to make.

The good way to speak out what's deep inside.

You'll never know.

Cause i still don't.


Monday, August 23, 2010

To stay or not to stay.

Your life will be much more easier when i'm not around, f, m.
I'm sorry as we keep on quarreling on something silly and stupid.
As i made both of your life so complicate.

Feels like oh i'm really burdening both of you.
Sorry, sorry sorry.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Sedikit tentang. . . . .

Puasa hari ini.
Oh ya, dimulakan dengan hari ini, syif kerja ku 7am till 7pm.
Tetapi, agak bagus sedikit.
Hari ini aku tak rasa seperti sampah seperti 2 3 hari sebelum ni.
Tensen, serabut takda kes, bosan walau ada benda untuk dibuat.
Kenapa kah?

Aku pun tak pasti.
Rutin yang sama, tiada kerja, tiada tetamu.
Duduk saja. Mengadap delly sayang. Alang-alang dah bawak.

Dan, dah dua tiga hari jugak.
Ngidam nasik ganja.
Atau dengan nama lain.
Nasik ganja cik linda.
SEbelah umah tok aku saja~hahahha.
Makan sejak dari kecik lagi~
Rasa tak lari-lari..

Tekad tak makan nasik akhirnya lebur jugak harini.
hahaha.
oke lah, sekali sekala.
;)
Baek dari si gemuk tu.
HAhahahaha.
Gi bazar, sebok suruh orang beli itu ini~nak bagi ku gemok.
hahahahhaha.
U gemok sorang sudah!.
grrrr.

Mode:Tenang sedikit, Alhamdulillah.

Cerita tentang semalam, bonda ayahanda tersentak lagi dengan ku.
LAgi dan lagi.
Ya Allah, kalau aku jauh dari mereka itu lebih baik bagiku, jauhkan lah aku sementara waktu.
Jika termaktub olehmu aku harus berada di samping mereka, bukakanlah jalanMu utkku Ya Allah.
Aku dah..kehabisan..idea..
Semuanya..tak..kena..dimata..mereka..
PEnat sudah..
harap maklum..

Sunday, October 4, 2009

currently sittin facin ma lappy

Dear blog, mood currently unstable.
damn affected by da bulk of assignment.
I wish i could runaway.

I wanna run away never say gudbye
I wanna know the truth instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answer no more lies
I wanna shut the door and open up my mind