30th june

It's da end of june.

Means dat july will come by.

And i hate it.

Why?

Haha guess la?

Actually because a a a a i'm very lazy to study maa..

It has been a long2 time i haven't touch any books..

Hehe..not any2 books, but only da education one la..

Why a?

Haha because there is nothing to be achieved during the holiday.

My mind keep thinking bout food at home screaming and begging for eating them, television calling me darling, handphone ringing and call me baby, friends come and pick me out, hoho..

Holiday is da most fun time guys, dun believe me?

Try get some holiday, and rest your mind, your body, totally rest ok!

Don't think bout stressful stuff..

Be enjoyable, haha ..laugh as long as u can, make other people laugh..

Like me, haha act as clown at home, make stupid jokes, just to see my mum laugh.

It's priceless.

hahah..

Dear mum , i love you...

Selamat petang kalian!

Hari ini aku terasa ingin menulis lagi,tapi tentang apa ya?

Erm, hari ini aku bangun agak awal untuk mengejutkan seorang budak itu, tapi setelah dia bangun dia hilang.

hahahaha

Tapi tak mengapalah, sudah terbiasa mungkin.

Makin hari aku da kebal. Hihi..

Alah bisa tegal biasa.

Tengahari tadi aku ke kedai spare part kereta dengan abah dan adik kecikku itu.

Abahku mencari injector untuk citroen evasion.

Hurm, agak best tempat spare part keta tuh, bemacam2 part kereta dapatku lihat, haha di samping adik kecikku itu mengexplain sesetengah parts kereta yang aku tak tau.

Maklumlah, belajar baru peringkat tadika lagi pasal2 kereta nih.

But it was fun, haha wish that i could be a mechanic gurl.Sounds cool ait.

Haha.

Buat kalian, agak best sebenarnya merepair kereta nih, keranan kepuasan yang kita dapat, dan ilmu yang kita dalami.

27th june 2009 2315hrs

haha..

ku baru pulang dari rumah setelah menghabiskan sepetang hingga malam dirumah ibu angkat ku itu..

terasa bosan sangat hari2 yang kulalui akhir2 ini..

aku tak tau bagaimana harus ku mengisi masa ku ini.

adakah patot aku keluar 24 jam sehari?

oh tidak..tak mungkin berlaku..

setelah ku merenung televisyen hampir separuh hari hari ini, aku pun mengambil keputusan bertemu dengan ibu angkatku yang dah lama ku tak jumpa semenjak aku kuar ke "outstation" the past two weekends.

haha outstation lah konon.

hurm.

aku tatau nak keluar dengan siapa, buang masa ku dengan siapa, haha kerna ku sudah lama tidak berjumpa dengan sahabat2 sekolah, tuisyen, kampong, sudah lama tak bejumpa..

since abeh skola dulu da lama tak bejumpa kawan2 ku itu.

Dan ku tak tau bagaimana agaknya keadaan mereka semuanya.

Ada yang dah berkahwin, ada yang dah bertunang mungkin, semua nya aku tidak tahu khabar mereka.

Aku bukannya tak mahu melepak dengan mereka2 tu..tapi..since abeh skola, masing2 bawak haluan sendiri..

Buat masa sekarang ni, hidupku banyak dihabiskan dengan family ku, kengkawan universiti n matrix ku, telefon ku..

Dear all friends, i wish that we could have the time that we had spent together..

Wish all the best moment could be repeat over and over again..

Wish that happiness would never end..

bad dream~

Recently, i always had a bad dream.

I dream about being chased by people, stuck in a scary places,surrounding by strange people..

I don't know what does that mean..

Sometimes i woke up from sleep and i my heart beep is very fast, i'm sweating, i'm afraid and sometimes i feel tired as i have been chased by people and suddenly i woke up from sleep.

Hurm, quite tiring dream ,haha feels like i'm running and keep running in my dream.

Last night, stupid dream, suddenly i puke very very much until i feel that my stomach is going to explode.

I still don't know why..

hurm..

nak kata tak baca doa, da mcm2 doa aku da baca..

haeh~

best title?

Today is a very boring day.

I wake up late in the morning, watching the tv.

I feel very lazy to do anything today.

I just want to sit still and do nothing.

Everything seems to be wrong today.

Kind of hurt with silly things.

It has been a long time since i've spend my time with all my friends.

WHY LIFE SOMETIMES BEEN BORING?

EUWH

Counting my days~ Can i?

Hari ini dah ternoktah tarikhnya 24 jun 2009.

Hampir dua minggu saja lagi cuti ku ini akan tamat.

Aku merasakan yang hati dan jiwa aku dah melekat sebati di rumah ni.

I dun feel like goin back to UiTM.

UiTM not in my heart.

Yes i am a part of UiTM family,haha but i dunno why i'm kind of hate to be there.

I dont know what is wrong with me and why do i hate that place so much.

Since the 3rd semester there, i realize that i hate every moment there.

But i try my best to adapt and cope with everything and act as usual.

As nothing is going wrong in any way.

So far, my life is not really that suck, but most of the time i feel depressed with my environment, people make me sick, study make me throwin out, but whathever it is,still i have to be patient and stand for another 2 more semesters to go to finish up my degree.

I don't know where i'm standing right now, am i on a correct path achieving what i ever dream of?

Actually i'm just following my fate when i received the letter to pursue my degree in Office System Management in UiTM. I don't know what i deserve and should be.

After finishing my degree,people told me that it is better for me to pursue with my master.

I don't know whether or not continue with master, and am i able to complete it and pass with flying colours?

Naaah~even for degree i feel so lazy and can't wait to complete it, how can i pursue my master?

late dis morning

i feel my tummy was very sick.

i wondering why?

i s der something wrong with me?

TOMORROW IS SUCK.

WHY?

BECAUSE UITM'S EXAMINATION RESULT WILL BE OUT.

AND I KNOW THAT I WILL GET BAD RESULT FOR THIS FINAL SEM.

WHY?

BECAUSE:

1. THERE ARE SOME LECTURERS THAT ARE NOT HELPING AT ALL BY STRICTLY MARKING THE ASSESSMENT MARK.

2. THERE ARE SOME "BRILLIANT" PEOPLE IN MY CLASS THAT PROBABLY WILL GET BETTER RESULT THAN ME WITH THEIR DISHONEST ACTION.

3. I'VE BEEN VERY LAZY FOR THIS SEMESTER.

4. I'M NOT VERY LUCKY.

SO, FOR THOSE WHO WILL BE ACHIEVING THEIR TARGETED POINTER, CONGRATULATIONS, AND FOR THOSE WHO WILL FALL APART WITH FAILURES, COME MEET ME AND I WILL PROVIDE YOU WITH SEVERAL STEPS ON HOW TO BE BRILLIANT LIKE THOSE "BRILLIANT PEOPLE".

bling2~

kawan-kawan..

datang tika duka..

pegi kala suka..

humph~

but still thank to God i'm still have some good friends around me..

and hope they will be my friend together forever..

bibib2~

tet tet tet~
haha..
hari ni ku mau bercerita.
aku ke satu kenduri seorang kawanku.
tapi ini kakak dia punya kenduri..
sbb dpt kpli..
tumbang seekor lembu tuh..
huhu
aku pon melahap dengan lajunya..
daging masak asam, sup..
hahaha..
lazat..
dan...
semakin gemoklah aku..
hadeh..
berat da almost .. kg!
argh..

my boo~

aku sayang budak ini~

aku suka budak ini~

hari-hari ku mau ketemu dirinya..

siapa dia?

dia punya senyum yang manis~

cumil skali..

bisa menambat hati siapa yang melihat..

tenang hati dengan telatahnya!

alone?

it seems like i was alone for the past 3 days.

my phone stops ringing

There was no msg received.

Inbox was empty.

Received call was 0?

Where is everybody?

Am i alone in this world?

nope..

but why do i feel lonely?

gotta get rid of this feeling.

tik tok tik tok.
time is running.