Sedikit tentang. . . . .

Puasa hari ini.

Oh ya, dimulakan dengan hari ini, syif kerja ku 7am till 7pm.

Tetapi, agak bagus sedikit.

Hari ini aku tak rasa seperti sampah seperti 2 3 hari sebelum ni.

Tensen, serabut takda kes, bosan walau ada benda untuk dibuat.

Kenapa kah?

Aku pun tak pasti.

Rutin yang sama, tiada kerja, tiada tetamu.

Duduk saja. Mengadap delly sayang. Alang-alang dah bawak.

Dan, dah dua tiga hari jugak.

Ngidam nasik ganja.

Atau dengan nama lain.

Nasik ganja cik linda.

SEbelah umah tok aku saja~hahahha.

Makan sejak dari kecik lagi~

Rasa tak lari-lari..

Tekad tak makan nasik akhirnya lebur jugak harini.

hahaha.

oke lah, sekali sekala.

;)

Baek dari si gemuk tu.

HAhahahaha.

Gi bazar, sebok suruh orang beli itu ini~nak bagi ku gemok.

hahahahhaha.

U gemok sorang sudah!.

grrrr.

Mode:Tenang sedikit, Alhamdulillah.

Cerita tentang semalam, bonda ayahanda tersentak lagi dengan ku.

LAgi dan lagi.

Ya Allah, kalau aku jauh dari mereka itu lebih baik bagiku, jauhkan lah aku sementara waktu.

Jika termaktub olehmu aku harus berada di samping mereka, bukakanlah jalanMu utkku Ya Allah.

Aku dah..kehabisan..idea..

Semuanya..tak..kena..dimata..mereka..

PEnat sudah..

harap maklum..

Blood and red.

Are made as one.

Diba and delly.

Are couple.

We use to sleep together.

I hug delly.

I kiss.

I use to laugh in front of him,showing some happiness inside.

He keep being loyal to me.

Anytime i need him, he will be there.

That's his promise.

I need him.

As much as how i need him.

I use to write in front of him.

I use to drop my tears.

He knows everything.

My expressions, my feelings.

Delly~

Diba love you~

Don't leave me..

Would die for you..

Who will keep me company..

Who will see me laughing alone..

Who will keep on hearing my nag..

Who will see my tears dropping..

Delly,

if you ever know..

I feel very lonely~

Alone~

Got nothing to do..

I'm not used to this new routine of life..

I love the past..

When i used to use you everyday..

To do my work..

To chat with friends..

Have movies.

Everything.

I thought i was a fool for no one. oh baby i'm a fool for you.

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

Every word I say is true
This I promise you..

Something to share, to read, and to understand.~

A friend of mine. "You know who you are"

Has said, her last goodbye.

Its hurt.

why?

For the sake of something that she loves so much.

For the sake of keeping the other heart very well.

She just good at it.

I knew it.

I know she did this for good.

Wish the best for you.

And hope you know that, i still hoping that, we will still be like before.

Like we used to be.

I just remembered every second we spend time together.

The time we used to hang out.

The time we had movie together.

The time you smoked, and i watched.

The time you laughed, and me too.

The time you cried, and we did cry together.

Just can't see you crying, while i am happy.

Cause you are just too good for someone to be with.

But someone who really understand how you act, why you do so, why you talk like that.

I wanna thank you.

For all your kindness.

All the sweet moments.

We had together.

I'm hoping that.

It will remain in your heart and memory.

Even though my phone number might not be available in your phone any longer.

And you do not sms me at all.

Love you dear friend. Only He know it.

Regards,

Diba.

So long~;)

Didn't write, talk, nag, and sharing.

Blog seems lonely.

pity you my dear.

You know what, i hate myself for hurting others.

But, seems that i often being hurt.

So what should i do and how should i handle this matter?

H

U

R

T

simple words, with only four letters.

but, big impact like it does have thousand and millions of meaning.

omg.

be prepared for this people.

you might not aware of being hurt.

but once you are.

you will never forget.

and you tend to give less than you get.

what does it mean?

i myself still don't discover this yet.

let us together then readers.

;)

Pertama dan akhirnya?

Sesuatu untuk dikongsi.

Iaitu nukilan hati.

Perasaan dalam diri.

Ikhlas dari hati kecil dan nurani.

Ramadhan pertama yang membuatku rasa tenang, dan betul-betul menghayati serta menghargai kedatangannya.

Yang membuatkan aku rasa teruja dengan kedatangannya.

Yang membuatkan aku menghargai setiap masa yang ada dengan aktiviti-aktiviti berfaedah.

Yang betul-betul membuatkan aku rasa sebak dan terasa seperti emas bertaburan didepanku.

Wah~sampai begitu kurasakan kedatangan ramadhan ini.

SUngguh. aku tak tipu.

Ramadhan yang membuatkan aku berjaya mengawal nafsu amarah, dengki, dendam, geram dan sebagainya.

Sungguh.

Aku cuba elakkan benda-benda yang negatif.

Dekatkan diri dengan yang lebih positif.

Ish ish ish.

Besarnya rahmat Mu kurniakan kepada ku Ya Allah Ramadhan ini.

Sesungguhnya aku bersyukur.

Amat.

Betul.

Nikmatilah,

hargailah,

rasailah,

selagi ia ada.

Tak lama pon, sebulan sahaja.

Tolak bendera merah, 3 minggu sahaja aku bersama mu ya Ramadhan~

SEtelah hamper 22 tahun menapak di bumi ni, baru ku sedar kemuliaan mu~

Ramadhan~

Thank You Allah,

I'm glad i'm still alive to appreciate what you give to us.

2nd of ramadhan~

Alone at hotel, again.

haha a long sigh~

but then, a friend of mine will drop by and accompany me to break the fast~

thanx to you~~

Tomyam campur, plus telur dadar~plus~air kelapa muda~

Suddenly i realized that i really enjoyed cooking.

I think that i will cook for this whole month.

Improve my cooking skills, upgrade the taste, so it will be very tasteful!

Besides, i also realize that i enjoyed updating my blog, so that i can read it back in the future.

So that i might know what had happened in my life, even not at all, but a bit, still it is valuable. ;)

Salam ramadhan!