The feel of being needed by somebody.

We don't need much.

We don't request money as much as at the bank.

We don't ask for gold.

Even for platinum.

What we all need as a woman is just a little piece of attention.

And care and concern.

Because we do give much.

And we don't ask for the payback.

We just need what is call attention.

That's all needed by what so call woman.

Sejarah kejadian yang tak pernah berlaku selama 8 tahun~

Pagi ini, datang ke kerja, omg!

Satu kejutan telah berlaku~

Petty cash di dalam laci hilang.

Wink wink wink.

Kasihan kurasakan apabila bib yang terjaga mencari-cari petty cash yang hilang.

Dan tak jumpa.

Masuk2 hotel dah kecoh.

Telefon sana sini.

Telefon pakcik, telefon makcik.

Sambil tu aku turut bergosip dengan bonda.

Oh biasalah, kami sahabat baek.

Pakcik dan makcik, seperti biasa, tenang.

Dalam hati siapa tahu?

Oh susah menjadi orang senang ini, hidup mereka sentiasa di ganggu orang.

Rumah dipagari, setiap hari solat hajat, "benda" mengekori sana sini.

Berubat tak berhenti.

hmmm.

Siapakah yang menjadi dalang itu?

Siapakah pencuri itu?

Siapakah yang mengambil petty cash itu?

Oh itu yang kita tak tau.

Haaaa..

Tetapi, kaunter ini cantik saja.

Sepertinya tiada kesan pencerobohan.

Hebat sungguh.

Langsung tiada kesan ditinggalkan.

Bib langsung tak sedar, orang masok di kaunter.

haeh.

Siapakah?

Cool?

What?

Ice is so cool.

Yes and it is true.

Hurt?

No i'm not.

Sometimes it might be true.

Success?

Proud, glad.

Seldom achieved.

Love?

I'm into it.

Yet it always hurt.

Argue?

Always.

On my way of killing somebody.

Lesson Learnt.

Money = makes people crazy.

Why = ?

Let me explain.

No money:

Equals to =

• No meal for the day.
• No top up for your phone call and text.
• No fuel for your car.
• No loiter with friends.
• No money to pay for your drinks.
• No shopping.
• No new shoes.
• No new clothes.
• No new cars.
• No new accessories.
• Barred telecommunication line.
• No dates.
• No fun trips.
• No entertainment.
• No snacks.
• No new lingerie.
• No new perfumes.
• No new furnitures.
• No new games.
• No new handbags.

I'm not saying money is everything.

But it something that is really compulsory of living your life.

It is something that might make your life partially complete and bring happiness instead of starvation and fights as a family.

Hey, no money, as if you are letting your family live in poverty and starvation.

Yeah, some people said, money is ain't everything.

Admit.

For sure everything is just not everything.

Even though you have everything in your hand, it still nothing for some.

Why is that so?

Oh easy, people are seldom grateful of something that they have.

Everything is just not enough.

As if they want to have all in the world in their hands.

Belokku~

Belokku kesunyian kah?

mahap kaka mu ini tidak membelaimu baek2~

kaka mu ini kurang baek moodnya~nanti kaka mu ini kembali ya sayang?

muah2~

Bullshitting me.

Someone had bullshitting me and kantoi busuk just now.

hahahha

Shiet shiet shiet.

Let the dreams remain as dreams.

I would rather choose to let the dream be dream.

And not turn to fact and what i have to face.

I'm not that strong enough to face all the challenges that comes.

I'm not as strong as you, you and you.

I would like to be as strong as you, you and you.

Who may not let people affect you in any ways that they will do so.

I would like to have the unique capabilities in you, you and you.

That i might not have right now.

And i have to learn it to be like you, you and you.

I would like to have a heart that will never be break like you you and you.

So that this world will not be able to break me in any ways.

So that i probably strong enough to face the truth behind each lies.

I would like to fake a smile like you you and you.

So that i can make people around me smiling and happy.

So that i can see they are happy instead of me.

I would like to speak in harsh words, like you you you.

But i rather speak softly and gently so that people can understand it in a proper manner.

And avoid from saying sorry after regret of my words.

I would like to be like you you you.

In fact, i just can't.

Mariati, sometimes i just adore the way you are.

How you stay in your own ways even though people are sicks of you.

How you remain calm meanwhile people keep crying.

How you have your strength, power, determination in you that other people might not have.

How you may live alone, while other people need companion.

I just adore the way you are, but i just can't be you.

Brave enough, strong, stubborn, but you may stand alone in your way and be in crowd while gaining people respects. Not like those who talks a lot, but stay in the middle of useless people.

Its just a dream of being you.

I'd rather dream of keep myself better.

And be in the middle of somewhere.

Surrounds by important people.

Who might build me up in the highest level of the world, work. and etc.

Diba, keep it up~

You're almost there.

Be someone you want to be.

Don't be someone people want you to be.

If they want you, they'll accept you the way you are.

If they do not need you, in any way you are trying to be what they want to, they are still rejecting you. urgh ;((((

Harini tiada kaitan dengan semalam

Tajuk tiada kaitan dengan post.

Aku tiada kaitan dengan kau.

Semalam langsung tiada kelas.

Harini ada satu kelas.

Jadi semalam tiada kaitan dengan hari ini.

Komen?

Tiada.

Aku bingung buat seketika.

Mengenang nasib yang makin hari makin berduka.

Dengan kerja yang tiada habisnya.

Sampai nak makan pon aku mengenangkannya.

Oh, kebencian semakin membuak2 utk sem ni.

Tapi bagus. Sebab, skang da msuk October.

Left about 1 month to go to finish dis semester.

Hati girang memikirkan ku bakal tamat ijazah semester hadapan.

Tapi, lambat jugak lagi tu menunggu sem hadapan.

Sempat lagi berat badanku bertambah lagi 4 5 kilogram.

Jadi, berat aku juga tiada kaitan dengan semua ni.

Motif post kali ini?

Tiada?

Aku da semakin malas menulis agak nya.

Maaf ya.

Alah, tiada makna jua menulis, haha hanya untuk kepuasan diri.

I bukan artis ramai2 nak view blog i.

Till then, bye~

my pet, tillman, mumy still here.