Showing posts with label Tidur dan bangunku. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tidur dan bangunku. Show all posts

Friday, August 20, 2010

AUGUST 21,2010.

The more i try to avoid you, the more you try to attract me.
The more i try to hate you, the more i realize that i love you.
The more i try to walk ahead, you always be there stopping me to do so.
The more i try to leave you behind, your shadow always haunting me.
The more i try to forget you, the more i hallucinating bout you.
The more i try to empty the spaces for you, the bigger the spaces requested.
The more i try not to miss you, the more i think i do miss you.

"unknown"

Monday, August 16, 2010

I thought i was a fool for no one. oh baby i'm a fool for you.

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

Every word I say is true
This I promise you..

Something to share, to read, and to understand.~

Monday, August 2, 2010

I am running.

Away. from you.
Clock is ticking.
Phone is ringing.
Finger keeps typing.
Hearts beating.
Eyes rolling.
Mouth yawning.

Yeah, this is just nonsense post.
bosan.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

When you love, like and adore something~

It will never be yours.
Even though it is clearly in front of you.
Clearly seen by your eyes.
Tightly hold by your hands.
But still, you sure that it will never be yours?
Why?
The reason why is something that is hard to explain.
Things happened for 1001 reasons.


Don't you think so?
Why is that so?

Where is your point of determination?
The needs to ensure that it will forever be yours?

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Mudah je ;)

Tajuk diatas adalah tentang diri ini ;)
ya, tentang diri ini.

Nak cinta?
Mudah jugak.
Saye tamau banyak.
Saya mau kamu, kamu, kamu dan diri kamu je.
Harta, gaji, duit, rumah, kereta, saya nak beli sendiri, kepuasan itu penting ;))
Ye, mudah je kan?
Saya adalah saya, dan orang yang kenal saya saje tau siapa saya dan bagaimana saya berkelakuan ;)
Saya mudah saje.
Nak kawan?
Simple, ikhlas, baik, saya terima je.
Mak cakap, orang buat baek dgn kite, kite kena baek balek ;)betol tu mak.
kaka sokong.

Mudah je nak jaga saya, saya adalah seorang yang berdikari, walau tiada siapa disisi.
Saya biasa dengan rutin hidup yang normal.
Dengan benda-benda yang sebagai orang awam harus berurusan.
Dengan rutin sebagai anak bonda.
Dengan rutin sebagai anak ayahanda.
Dengan rutin sebagai pelajar dan anak yang harus berjasa.
Dengan rutin sebagai anak gadis yang harus membantu bonda didapur ;))

Ye, orang tidak tau.
Banyak orang anggap:

Saya kasar.
Ye, luaran. Saya kasar. Tapi hey, saya maseh gadis.

Saya ganas.
Ye, karakter saya, gaya saya, pertuturan saya mungkin.
Tapi, hati saya baek la ;)

Saya degil.
Ye memang, tapi sekeras-keras hati, kalau bonda dah tegur, lembut selembutnya ;))

Saya tak reti buat kerja rumah.
Hey, tidaklah.
Kalau nak tau, saya digelar "anak jantan tak jantan, pompuan tak pompuan" untuk pengetahuan kalian, ini ayat ibu angkat ku. hahahha
Mesti tertanya kenapa ya?
Sebab, bagi lah apa ja tugas, kerja, kerja rumah ke ape ape jelah, insyaAllah saya siapkan dengan kadar segera eventhough kerja tu berat.
YE,sungguh. memang ganas. kerja laki pon saya bantai buat ye.

Saya tak reti baiki kereta.
Yela, normal la tu sebagai gadis.
Tapi hey, kalau anda mau ngajak saya ke workshop kereta dan join baiki kereta oh memang heaven. i like ;))!!!
I used to help my father ;)) heee. anak jantan ayah!!bertopengkan gadis..

Saya dah macam anak sulung dalam keluarga.
Ye, sebab abang saya jarang dirumah.
dan, saya la da macam ketua keluarga dirumah itu buat sementara.
Kontrol adik2.
tapi tah la.
harap yang terbaik untuk mereka ;))

Mak, abah, abang, ani, amin.
Kaka sayang semua.
Sungguh.
Walau kaka jelik, pelik, degil, menjengkelkan, kalian dalam ati kaka.:)))

BAby alif shaye
u r just a miracle come to our life.
brighten our daily life.
with your laughter and smile baby shayang.
i just miss you so much.
Can't stop thinking of u.
Baby is such a wonderful creature ;))





Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Each time.

Each time
i step out of your door~i want u to hold my hand back, grab it tight. and say, hey i'm gonna miss u always.
Each time
i text and you are not around~i just need you to text me back just to say "hey i'm busy at the moment, i'll be available after this ;) " with some sort of smiley .
Each time
i look at u, i want u to know that hey, i can't keep my eyes of u.
Each time
i want to see u, but u have other matters to do, u know that it hurts me deep inside.
Each time
i hold your hand, i want u to hold mine back, and never let it go.
Each time
i'm around u, its just like there is no one around.
Each time
i talk to u, i'd rather have a "hi" than a "good bye".
Each time
you laugh in front of me, i know that i'm able to make u happy, even at the moment only.
Each time
you keep staring at me, my heart pumps as fast as it can be and my mind wonder "hey why are you keep staring at me?"
Each time
i asked myself, hey how special i am to u. I would like to ask u, but the courage is not yet there.
Each time
i get text from u, i smile, and keep on replying, and u don't know how hard for me to stop texting u.
Each time
i try to reach u but u r not there, u don't know how sick i am waiting for you to reach me back.
Each time
u make your silly face, that's the moment i see you in you.
Each time
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to be continue~



Dreams dreams~of when we have just started things..
Dreams of me and you..
It seems, it seems, that i can't shake those memories..
I wonder if you feel the same way too..

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Don't have much to talk and write. bebet bebet ouhwah?

Been quiet for such a long time.
Busy with the course sponsored by UiTM.
Spending 8 hours stucked in the computer laboratory.
Bored. yes. totally. indescribable.
Focusing on the monitor.
Speak alone. laugh for silly things.
Facebooking is such a routine. can't keep my eyes of it.
wtf.

First exam for one professional certificate, passed.
Not really good results, but glad i passed.
Hurm.

Looking forward for passing the second certificates.
Jobs. Vacancy. Surveying.
Seeking for suitable jobs offer and great opportunities ahead.
Or just sit still waiting for the masters offer. then pursue again.
study again?
omg malas sungguh.

Then what should i do lah.
Work don't want.
Study but lazy.
Married?oh impossible.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Sekembali ke puncak 2010

Nebes. Tak suka.
Nak balik rumah.
Maaak.
Cholek la kaka dari sini.
huhuh.

I hate examinations.
Benci.
Tapi kena belajar.
Nanti takdapat kerja..

yaey..yaey..

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Petang!

Hari menjengah pukul 3 ptg.
angin bertiup oh.
best.

menjengah keluar tingkap.
melihat kenderaan lalu lalang.
hiburan nampaknya semua itu semester ini.

EE~angin kuat..
angin bukit kan.
best.
sangat.
marilah sama2 rasakannya.

:D
bahagia..

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

alone?


it seems like i was alone for the past 3 days.

my phone stops ringing

There was no msg received.

Inbox was empty.

Received call was 0?

Where is everybody?

Am i alone in this world?

nope..

but why do i feel lonely?

gotta get rid of this feeling.



tik tok tik tok.
time is running.


Saturday, January 10, 2009

hari ini?

hari ini?
pagi tadi?
tengahari ini?
petang tadi?
malam ini?

apa yang ku harus buat untuk memenuhi hari-hari yang penuh kekosongan dan kebosanan?
apa yang harus ku lakukan untuk menghilangkan kemurungan di kepala?kekalutan di jiwa?
keserabutan di minda?kerisauan yang bertimpa-timpa?

hari ini?
aku bangun..
pagi tadi?
aku tidur kembali..
tengahari ini?
kebosanan melanda kembali..
fikirkan apa yang bakal ku lalui pulak harini..
petang ini?
ku pikir lagi apa yang harus ku buat?
mau study?
makan meggi?
gosok gigi?
pegi mandi?
atau lain2 lagi?..
malam ini?
tunggu la malam menjelang tiba dan ku bakal pikirkan apa yang berbaloi untuk di isi..


p/s sesiapa kengkawan yang sudi mengisi masa ku sila la tawarkan diri anda di blog ku ini..
wawaaawaw

Friday, January 9, 2009

today?

wat is wrong with today?
what the hell with last nyte?
adu...
serious shit bosan...
bangun tido ngadap kelas..
tengok kalendar..
baru 9hb januari 2009..
6 more months to go?
haeh...
its quite a tiring time to wait for sumone..
huhuh...

Monday, December 1, 2008

DEmam!

harini pukul 5 petang ku baru tiba dari janda baek pahang~
ngeheheheh...
macam agak besh je dpt lepak ngn kgkwn yang agak baru dari suma plusuk malaysia ney..
haeh..
aktivti lah yang agak bosan sket weyh..
hurm..
tak abeh2 dgn team battle cry lah menda lah..
hahah...
da a dgn suasana dikelilingi hutan semata2, bilik yang berekon sahaja..
akibatnya aku suda hamper demam weyh!!!!
huhuhuhuhu...
hujan dingin, humph....

its gud to be back!!!!!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

meuh3..

Good morning good good day~





ps: keterlanjuran tidurku membuatku lagi mengantuk

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

10 a.m?

How suprised i am to see the time is 10 a.m in the morning..
wau...
Congrats maself for wake up early today after having a very late sleep last nyte..

Hiihihii...


ps: Good morning malaysia!