Counting my days~ Can i?

Hari ini dah ternoktah tarikhnya 24 jun 2009.

Hampir dua minggu saja lagi cuti ku ini akan tamat.

Aku merasakan yang hati dan jiwa aku dah melekat sebati di rumah ni.

I dun feel like goin back to UiTM.

UiTM not in my heart.

Yes i am a part of UiTM family,haha but i dunno why i'm kind of hate to be there.

I dont know what is wrong with me and why do i hate that place so much.

Since the 3rd semester there, i realize that i hate every moment there.

But i try my best to adapt and cope with everything and act as usual.

As nothing is going wrong in any way.

So far, my life is not really that suck, but most of the time i feel depressed with my environment, people make me sick, study make me throwin out, but whathever it is,still i have to be patient and stand for another 2 more semesters to go to finish up my degree.

I don't know where i'm standing right now, am i on a correct path achieving what i ever dream of?

Actually i'm just following my fate when i received the letter to pursue my degree in Office System Management in UiTM. I don't know what i deserve and should be.

After finishing my degree,people told me that it is better for me to pursue with my master.

I don't know whether or not continue with master, and am i able to complete it and pass with flying colours?

Naaah~even for degree i feel so lazy and can't wait to complete it, how can i pursue my master?

late dis morning

i feel my tummy was very sick.

i wondering why?

i s der something wrong with me?

TOMORROW IS SUCK.

WHY?

BECAUSE UITM'S EXAMINATION RESULT WILL BE OUT.

AND I KNOW THAT I WILL GET BAD RESULT FOR THIS FINAL SEM.

WHY?

BECAUSE:

1. THERE ARE SOME LECTURERS THAT ARE NOT HELPING AT ALL BY STRICTLY MARKING THE ASSESSMENT MARK.

2. THERE ARE SOME "BRILLIANT" PEOPLE IN MY CLASS THAT PROBABLY WILL GET BETTER RESULT THAN ME WITH THEIR DISHONEST ACTION.

3. I'VE BEEN VERY LAZY FOR THIS SEMESTER.

4. I'M NOT VERY LUCKY.

SO, FOR THOSE WHO WILL BE ACHIEVING THEIR TARGETED POINTER, CONGRATULATIONS, AND FOR THOSE WHO WILL FALL APART WITH FAILURES, COME MEET ME AND I WILL PROVIDE YOU WITH SEVERAL STEPS ON HOW TO BE BRILLIANT LIKE THOSE "BRILLIANT PEOPLE".

bling2~

kawan-kawan..

datang tika duka..

pegi kala suka..

humph~

but still thank to God i'm still have some good friends around me..

and hope they will be my friend together forever..

bibib2~

tet tet tet~
haha..
hari ni ku mau bercerita.
aku ke satu kenduri seorang kawanku.
tapi ini kakak dia punya kenduri..
sbb dpt kpli..
tumbang seekor lembu tuh..
huhu
aku pon melahap dengan lajunya..
daging masak asam, sup..
hahaha..
lazat..
dan...
semakin gemoklah aku..
hadeh..
berat da almost .. kg!
argh..

my boo~

aku sayang budak ini~

aku suka budak ini~

hari-hari ku mau ketemu dirinya..

siapa dia?

dia punya senyum yang manis~

cumil skali..

bisa menambat hati siapa yang melihat..

tenang hati dengan telatahnya!

alone?

it seems like i was alone for the past 3 days.

my phone stops ringing

There was no msg received.

Inbox was empty.

Received call was 0?

Where is everybody?

Am i alone in this world?

nope..

but why do i feel lonely?

gotta get rid of this feeling.

tik tok tik tok.
time is running.